Why is no one taking this seriously??

And odd thing happened. A Mr. Mason who came to visit us sustained a very serious knife wound. I am almost certain it was Grace Poole. AND NO ONE BUT ME SEEMS TO THINK THIS IS A SERIOUS ISSUE. 

Comparison

This is what Miss Ingram looks like.

And this is what I look like.

I’m putting both these pictures in my room, so that if I ever start to delude myself into entertaining thoughts that I cam Mr. Rochester’s favorite, I can put myself straight.

It is almost completely settled. The wedding. As is my and Adele’s departure from this amazing place. As soon as the two are married, we’re leaving.

I now hate change.

He is returning home! With people. One of them is named Blance Ingram. Blance Ingram most accomplished and lovely of ladies. She is lovely and perfect and rich, and she and Mr. Rochester will probably marry. I don’t hate her. I don’t hate her. I don’t hate her…